
I am really, really tuckered out today. Last night was really rough.
Part of the problem is I am 26 weeks pregnant and it is starting to become uncomfortable to sleep (back aches, hips hurt if I lay too long on one side, have to get up and pee, am too hot and then too cold etc.).
But last night Ali was my nightmare…
Now, he has never been what you would call a ‘good sleeper’. I think he has slept once in these past 2 years continuously through the night and I woke up in a panic thinking that he must have stopped breathing… how else was it that he hadn’t woke up!! (a good case of be careful what you wish for I guess).
You would think that after 2+ years, I would be used to the sleep deprivation by now… but it still catches up to me sometimes.
I don’t know if he has bad dreams, or what it is but he verbalizes a lot during his sleep. Not really words but more like a cross between a moan and a groan sound. And it isn’t just a subtle sound, it is bloody loud! Really, really loud!
Right now our sleeping arrangements are such that I am sleeping in a bed beside his crib (this is temporary and I will explain more about this in another post sometime…sometime when I am not so tired).
So, as I am in the same room, right beside him in fact trying to sleep myself, his ‘noises’ wake me. Last night I think there may have been 2 hours max between “episodes”.
Not only is he loud, but he thrashes about as well. He kicks at his covers, kicking the side of the crib in the process. I’m really at a loss as to what is going on with him and why he can’t sleep straight through.
I hope he quits this before he get married otherwise his wife will hate him!! lol
I think I will ponder this some more, when I am not so tired
P.S. He does look angelic when he sleeps though doesn’t he…Just wish it was more often (insert sigh here).
